A Father Speaks to His Child – I
I know the things you think
And feel and try to hide
Even from yourself.
I understand the things
You tend to embrace
And why many others
You have set upon a shelf.
I know the fears from which
You run and try
to convince yourself
Are not really there.
I know the battles you fight,
I see the ones you lose.
I hear your sigh of defeat,
Your mumbles of “I don’t care.”
I see the path of people
You have left behind;
The ones you deemed not worthy;
And those who weren’t so kind.
I understand why you left them;
The pain and anger were too much,
But don’t worry about them;
I’ve kept them all within my touch.
Now, I see you with a harvest of years
Memories of laughter; gallons of tears.
All along the way,
I have watched you run, leap
And sometimes fall.
I have heard your shouts of victory
Have seen you battered and bruised
Up against some stone wall.
Oh, Child, your life has been
A series of failures
Balanced with a series of wins.
Did you know that when you fell
I picked you up
For you to start again?
Now you sit and ponder
These dips and peaks,
The frustration of it all
So much more than you can speak.
You wonder why the rebellion came;
You wonder the inability
To defeat the shame.
You relish the words
“To thine ownself be true.”
And you finally know that’s
Not always possible to do.
You have made efforts
to express yourself
The very best you could,
Because like all my children,
You have wanted to be understood,
Accepted, respected;
It’s been your greatest desire
Since your life began.
And through all these endeavors
To be received by the host of men,
You have never seen or sensed
That the greatest of approvals
At your birth had commenced
When I chose you to be one of mine
For all of eternity, you would be
In my chosen, royal bloodline.
So, Little One, scurry through
The years left to you;
From your viewpoint
You have much to do.
But as you struggle, strive
And stress; remember that
In it all, you are greatly blessed.